An Update
I felt as though it was time for an update, partially by requests I’ve received from my friends in the community, on where I am with things and where I’m going. Here goes nothing!
On Fire Engine RED…
Most of you know that I was a fan of Fire Engine RED for years before they hired me, and since I started working for them, as a free lancer in June 2009, and then full time as of August, my admiration has only grown.
Yes, I have drunk the RED koolaid.
I love my job and the people I work with - they just never cease to amaze me. As a client, I knew they jumped through hoops for me. Now that I see it from the other side, I’m even more amazed. It’s completely the opposite of working for a college, all in a really good way. People are empowered to make things happen and the pace is unreal, but it was such a welcomed change. I also love that I get to work with multiple colleges from all over the world, instead of focusing specifically on one (don’t get me wrong, working for one has its benefits as well) but it really keeps things interesting and has helped me to see how much nuance goes on when selecting the right strategy for a school.
But most of all, I love that the focus is always doing right by the client. Believe it or not, the internal conversation is not “how can we make more money”….it’s “how can we make it better for the client.” That’s the benefit of working for a privately-owned company - we don’t have investor to answer to about profits. If you’re thinking about making the jump from a college to a vendor, ownership is an incredibly important thing to consider. Make no mistake, there are evil vendors out there who will tell schools anything to get their money, and sell products and services they really don’t need…but I could never live with myself if I worked for one of them, particularly after being on the college side of things. I watch this team work so hard to make sure that our tools and services are as good as they can be…constantly developing and improving them.
And I love working from home in my sweat pants. The ferrets love it too
On the transition from working at a college to working for a vendor…
The thing that has been the hardest for me the past few months is the way people who work at colleges now view me that I’m on the other side. From my point of view, I wanted to do meaningful work in the higher education market and, ironically, wasn’t able to do that while working at a school because of personality conflicts and internal politics. I went to Fire Engine RED to do the type of work I wanted to do…and now I feel as though I can’t even talk about what I’m doing within the community because I will be viewed with an eye of suspicion. “She’s just trying to sell us a product/service” is the unstated reaction I get, even from people who have known me for a while. Those are the ones that hurt the most. I’ve never really been a self-promotional type of person…sure, I’ve done it but it always leaves a bad taste in my mouth…and now to constantly be looked at in that way…it hurts.
This has really affected my blogging….it’s why you don’t see me write much anymore. I kind of feel like I just don’t want to try to help people that are just viewing it as a sales tactic. It’s particularly frustrating for me since I really like helping schools get on the right track with their marketing efforts, and I like tossing around ideas in the public space. But now I feel like I can’t. And it really sucks because I’m really excited about the projects I’ve gotten a chance to work on and have shared that excitement privately with friends, but don’t feel as though I can’t share it publicly at all. Goodness knows, the last thing I want to be is a salesman.
The irony is that the minute I went to the other side, I instantly had so much more information available to me about topics that I had been writing and speaking about for years…and also instantly became one of the least credible sources of that information in the community.
On DoJo…
When I started my company, it was because I was bored at my job at Dartmouth and needed an outlet for the strategies I wanted to try. Beyond that, though, it was part of a 5 year plan I had going. When I started it, my plan was to stay at Dartmouth for about 3 more years, do the Master of Liberal Studies program, and then go get a Ph.D. somewhere. My thought was that it would be really nice to have a steady stream of income with my business built up for when I went back to school.
About six months after I started the business, everything changed in a way that I could not have predicted when I started the company. I left Dartmouth and went to a job that challenges me more than anything I thought was possible (believe me, I am no longer bored!) and I abandoned my plan to leave the workforce for a few years to get a Ph.D. Thus, the way that DoJo fits into my life changed too. I’ve gotten to work with some great schools, and have made a pretty nice chunk of change from it….but I really want to focus my energy on Fire Engine RED at this point and have decided to stop taking on new clients for the time being (Current clients, fear not! This does not apply to you).
Starting DoJo and doing that for a year was pretty much one of the best moves I’ve made and I’m so glad I did it - it opened a lot of doors. But life changes and I’m at a point where I don’t want to work myself into the ground to maintain everything I’m doing. I want to be really clear that this was my decision to maintain my quality of life, and for no other reason. I’m going to be starting my Ph.D. program in a few months after all, and I’m training to run a marathon and I’m teaching Internet marketing and strategies classes through Champlain College, all on top of Fire Engine RED…and occasionally I actually like to have a life! Something has to give and I am completely at peace with it being my company.
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